somehow this whole week was like a booster to me. First was Pastor How's sermon, then Pastor Lia's and also Dominic's. Pastor Lia made me see the start of the roots, clearer than ever. Something we all neglect when we are caught in the hussle, busy with ministry. Something I'm gonna do, all over again. Pastor How changed my insights, now i'm on attack mode, ready to conquer. Dominic showed me more to what Pastor Lia said. It was like a sequel, it was great.

Mark 3:14
Acts 4:13

This is the call, I'm responding.
I'm off to hang out with Jesus. (:

Labels: weekends

Everything I say or describe about my weekend or even my life will just be an understatement. Great won't do it, cos its more than that. Satisfied won't do either, cos i'm not. Thankful, grateful, happy just isn't enough.

I stop to take a look at what I've done, what we've done. As a cg, as a team, as a zone, as us. It makes me smile. Just look at all the new faces of the cg, so radical, so hungry. Well yes, it's great to see the cg growing. But step out and see the many lives slowly changed. Whoaaaaa, love it.

hahah! Yeap, easter's great.
The harvest is here, its time to get to work.

haaa, since i have nothing else to blog about, i shall do Eugenia Chan a favour and include her in the post.
Hello Eugenia, i'm not a cattttt.

K, bye.

Got from Jiaxin's blog. (:

Labels: Easter

Heeheee!
How's life? The exam stress is starting to weigh on us students. Everytime my teacher reminds us that we're sec 3, reality slips back. I need to study. Seriously. Term two is different from term one. there's yes, more homework and more stress. It's like a fight of who can prevail the longest. Everything about school to me is mundane. Teachers, homework, exams, tests. It's endless.
hahaha, there, a whole lot of rantings.

Easter's this weekend. and I can't exactly describe my excitement to you. hahaha, 5's easy, 5's easy. this time I'm really gonna believe for 5. Its me together with my awesome God. What's impossible?

I'm praying you will come back this easter.
Yes, you.

I'm overwhelmed.
Overwhelmed by my emotions.
Many emotions, but not mixed emotions. They're all very clear.
Over discipleship class, I felt the love. The love everyone had, the love Pastors had for people. During Zone F service, I felt the love of my leaders. How Dominic, Lynette, Ivan and Jianming just poured their lives out for us. How they love us.
Today, I felt another kind of emotion. It lasted a day, but God overwhelmed me with His love.

There's no greater love than this.

Sometimes, my brother can be the most irritating person. But i'm trying to keep myself in control.

I'm excited for the weekends. Weekends are always the best.
of course, God's always top. This Guy's awesome. How can I not love Him.

Easter's next week.
Last year's easter brings back interesting and wonderful memories. I still remembered myself in the overflow room last easter. It was the very first time I felt God's presence. that day marked the beginning. And I look back a year later, seeing how much i've change. I'm amazed by You, God.

I figured that i might as well post why i deleted all my posts.

Actually it's just as simple as wanting to be simple, myself and real.
I used to take a long time typing a post, just editing alone takes up a whole lot of time. and then i figured how it used to be, how my posts used to be. All just a chunk of words, nothing but a chunk of words. It didnt mean anything to me. I wanted it to be more than just a chunk of words. I wanted my posts to be uncut, unedited. Maybe not to that extent of being transparent. But the most, real. Editing just makes it so...commercial. So i discarded my long hours of typing and microsoft word. Now its less backspacing. And i'm happy with it.

This took me less than 5 minutes. : D

haha, I'm currently reading Lester Sumrall's Biography.
Half way through, and I must say he has an interesting life.
haha, more when I'm done.

Off to listen to great songs. :D
Lifehouse - Hanging By A Moment
Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you
I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you

Forgetting all I'm lacking
Completely incomplete
I'll take your invitation
You take all of me now...

I'm falling even more in love with you
I'm Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

There's nothing else to lose
There's nothing else to find
There's nothing in the world
That can change my mind
There is nothing else
There is nothing else
There is nothing else

Desperate for changing
Starving for truth
I'm closer to where I started
Chasing after you....

I'm falling even more in love with you
Letting go of all I've held onto
I'm standing here until you make me move
I'm hanging by a moment here with you
I'm living for the only thing I know
I'm running and not quite sure where to go
And I don't know what I'm diving into
Just hanging by a moment here with you

Have you ever wondered about the complexity of the human mind? Ever thought of how the brain is able to transfer information, store information and generate information? Man, talk about God's wonderful creation. So complex, so complex. Even my mind is complex. A simple comment could trigger the brain cells in my brain to work and give me reasons why the comment was given. Just a simple comment from the opposition, turned to a complex thought from yourself, myself.
But within the complexity is simplicity. Sometimes its good to see things simply.
Maybe it's the way I see things, maybe I see things from a different perspective.
I consider the ability to stay simple a virtue.
Simplicity is something i want, but havent yet achieve.

I'm striving, striving hard towards many things.
Things that have seem to be so near to reach, but it's just that little bit more, just that little bit more. I'm stretching out, diving in and giving every ounce of strength I have.

I need to fill up the empty space in my blog after deleting over 100 plus posts. haha! but i have to be careful not to type anything that i'll delete some day.

A marine creature lover wouldnt be satisfied looking at the beautiful streamlined fishes and huge blue looking harmless whales from the surface of the sea. They want to be down there with the fishes and swim with them. So they dive in, to feel how the fishes feel, to see at the fishes' point of view. Like them, I'm diving in, right in to have a better look, to feel how they feel.


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This other half is dedicated to my (biological) brother, Nicholas. My brother who I tell everything to, who tells me everything. My brother who been through everything with me. My brother who bullies me. My brother who i feel comfortable sharing everything with. My brther who shares with me everything from his girlfriend to his likes and dislikes. Well yes, he is my brother. And yes, we are that close. I thank God for my brother. (although he can be quite irritaing at times)

Labels: brother

Haha, I really want to tell all of you why i deleted my post, but the secret is reserved for some to hear only. Ask me and I'll decide if you belong to that 'some' category.

Anyway, today was an awesome day. haha, I actually backspaced the first sentence cos I wanted to start differently, but since it was the first thing that came to my mind, then be it. : D My brain is not functioning very well in the night. So it takes quite some time to type this stuff out. Ha!

AH YES. F4 BROKE THROUGH TODAY! ((:
More smiley faces?
:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
Man, peishan jiaxin gabrielle esther.
The loudest and most nonsensical bunch, I love them!

Haha, it's quite funny how after a year, Jomain, Wayne and I are in the same zone. More than a year ago we were in the same cg! So cool right! But that was donkey years ago. Way back when I was still a rebellious integration. I was really the most irritating integration you can find (I admit). Well, God's great. Now we're all looking towards the same vision for zone f.

And of course there's other people who bright up my life. The ones who tolerate all my nonsense. haha, I love you guys, Joanne, Shermaine, Samantha and Lynette. I've never thank them formally and properly before. I'll do it soon, real soon.
Oh Yes, there's also Jomain. Love you girl, thanks.

Ok, back to topic. As I was saying, today was great! hohoho.
Ivan preached on Evangelising.
Ha, I'm Diving Right In. All the way.

I deleted (almost) every post in my blog. Reason being...it's a secret. Ask me and I may consider telling you. HeeHee.