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School's really draining the life out of everyone. Everyone's getting all frustrated and angsty. Exam pressures have sitted in since long ago and everyone's coping with it someway or another. Read loi's post and I agree with her. Everyone is just preoccupied with their own studies. It seems as though its a fight for survival and you only have yourself to care about. Be selfish or lose it. It disgust me. But then again, everyone has a right to be selfish. They want their As, they want their certs, they want their high flyer jobs and good pay. Well, there's nothing wrong with that. That's just what everyone in school is aiming for, isnt it? It has became a universal goal for students, for everyone. It's not your aim, his aim or her aim. It's everyone's. Everyone's fighting for that one job. Society sees your results. The As are all that matter, right? They're not going to care if you flunk, they had to pass and that's enough. You really cannot blame anyone for being selfish, they are just too busy to care. Too afraid to care. It's really quite true that nothing matters in Singapore but your results. From the most quiet girl in class to the noisiest and most playful, they all want beuatiful certs. No one says it out. But you know, you can feel it. The tension is there. Exams are here already and no one's being a couch potato. They cant afford to, can they? School's like that, I guess. Take a deep breath and go on. No one can afford to stop.

But I believe there's more to just getting into hwa chong, there's more than just getting into NUS, there's more than getting all As and a good job. I live for a higher purpose and everything's secondary. But it all still stands as something important. It always is and will always be. For everyone.
Loi's

Chinese final year today was relatively ok. Some parts of comprehension were quite tough plus my eyelids were really heavy and I spend 10 minutes (around there) reading one boring passage about Singapore being a civilised society or something like that. I directly translated wen ming and I think it means civilised? Does it?
Anyway, went Tiong Bahru with Ng Jiayi after that. And I must say we earned. Only she knows why.

I had a wonderful follow up with jamie chong. It was good. Simple and really good. But it was one of the longest, or perhaps the longest, follow up ever. I pray she learns something today. :) Went home with Xinyi and it was really funny. Hahaha. I can't help but laugh, Xinyi.
She just told me Abigail is coming tmr and that's awesome. SJC is gonna burst forth. I'm excited for them.

Zone F service tmr and I know it's gonna be awesome.
Spiritual Atmosphere for 200!
180. :D

Love and more love,
Chelsea

Edit
F1 practise race is on now and Lewis Hamiltonnnnnn! I used to support Alonso but he really deproved a lot. And Raikkonen too. But Ferrari's cool so I shall support Raikkonen. Hope he gets at least a second for qualifying! And massa!
Hamilton is leading and Alonso is out on track now!
Qualifying tmr and race on sunday!